hello people! haha so its trimester break and im dead bored, so this is what i do, i write, as usual, when im bored ofcourse. ok lets shut up about that and pro-ceed.

it's magic how every time we realize how time flies, we get that 'wow' factor. its ironic u see. i mean when you're driving from point A to point B in a hurry, it feels so fuckin long. 5 minutes drive is like 5 hours. an hour seems like a year. but when it comes to weeks, months, years, wow. how time flies.

well dealin with time is just like dwelling with the past. its a real pain in the ass. especially when things get hard. yet both time and past gives us something no-other can even offer. so cheers for that ;)

so whats new, whats not, whats up, whats wrong and whats right? haha im startin to love this tagline.
nothing much really, but i really wanna talk, or write, if u will, about how lucky i am. why?
because i'm her's, officially :) she's soo sweet that she even blogged about me. aww i love you sayang. thanks for that okay

i'm no Shakespeare, by my words nor by what i do.
i'm not gonna compare you to the summer's day like he did
no i won't walk a thousand miles for you. and i won't grab the moon for you.
i won't die for you. and certainly i won't catch a grenade for you like bruno mars

that's just illogical, insane and not forgetting, stupid. whatever.

but i'll burn the nights for you, i'll work my ass off for you.
yes i'll be there whenever you need me. i'll catch you when you fall.
i'd cry with you, laugh with you, smile for you and be happy for you.
i'd do whatever i can to be there with you.

no, i certainly won't die for you, because i'd rather live with you.
sorry baby but this picture of you is so damn cute! haha

aisyahfarhanah, if you're reading this *which i know you will* lets make this ever-green okay!
i am truly yours tahu. no one can take me away from you.

je t'aime ma chérie

it means, i love you my darlin

in french

;)

This is not a Love Story

definitely this ain't a love story nor a love song. lol
just another story of my life that i'll blog about once in a while so bare with me if u will.

it has been a long time since i last updated. i kinda like to keep it that way. haha keep some waiting for updates, excited maybe? i dunno. well thank you to those who bared with me and kept on waiting though no "real" updates are blogged. just fancy songs i enjoy listenin haha. thankyou2 ;)

so i developed a new hobby! wowwww. right? hahaha. my hobbies has always been about cars and stuffs. but this time, nahh, its different. its about bettas baby! lol. u know betta fish? "ikan laga"?
hell yeahs baby! i never knew bettas could be this interesting! i mean i've kept gold fishes, kois, tortoises, rabbits, cats, iguanas, chickens, and many more pets, but none of them felt like keeping a betta in the room. this bloody fish got me excited! lol. it changes color according to their moods, it throws bubble nests, and when they widen their fins, omg they're a beaut.
just look at her ;)

next, ever heard the phrase lost some, gain some? well if you haven't, i don't know if the phrase even exist but yea basically the gain will definitely recover the lost. so what have i lost and gained? my dumb-fucked blackberry. sheeshh. i thought bb's are supposed to be durable business handhelds, truth is, i lost mine with a battery failure! board probably got fucked, and the whole thing got screwed up. ahh well, let bygones be bygones they say. but i did get my self a new phone. back to nokia. i adore they're durability. i've had a nokia before, well pretty much all of my previous handhelds were nokias, and they've served me well. never failed on me within 7 months like my BOLD9000 did. so goodbye fucktardedBB, and hello again nokia ;) but nevertheless, i still thank my dad for handin over the bold to me, but yea, it still sucked.

the red nightscreamer. she has been drinkin petrol like a madman. so i sent her back to muar for a carb tweak, tuned it, and voila! she doesn't drink petrol like she used to, she screamed better at high rpms, less backfire, and best part is, bye bye engine knock! and hello top speed! hahaha

so does having a new hobby, new handheld and having my nightscreamer tuned makes me happy. hell yes! ofcourse they do. but what makes me truly happy is having this one special person right beside me. i have loved and lost, learned my lesson, never believed in love anymore, and never trusted. every time i hear the word 'love', i'd be like "bullshit". yea.
until i met this, special, amazing girl.
she's, well i've lost my words, but lets just say, different, in the most beautiful-lest way.
she has the cuteness of a little girl, the strength of a lady and the thoughts of a women.
and i'll call her, baby :)

af - there's no particular reason why, but you take my breath away. i love you <3

cheers!

p/s : cant wait to see you this thursday darlin!
miss you so damn much!*hugsandkisses*

Throw your arms around me

song name : this modern love

performed by : bloc party

lyrics :
To be lost in the forest
To be cut adrift
You've been trying to reach me
You bought me a book
To be lost in the forest
To be cut adrift
I've been paid
I've been paid

Don't get offended
If I seem absent minded
Just keep telling me facts
And keep making me smile
Don't get offended
If I seem absent minded
I get tongue-tied
Baby, you've got to be more discerning
I've never known what's good for me
Baby, you've got to be more demanding
I will be yours

I'll pay for you anytime

You told me you wanted to eat up my sadness
Well jump on, enjoy, you can gorge away
You told me you wanted to eat up my sadness
Jump right
Baby, you've got to be more discerning
I've never known what's good for me
Baby, you've got to be more demanding
Jump left

What are you holding out for?
What's always in the way?
Why so damn absent-minded?
Why so scared of romance?

This modern love breaks me
This modern love wastes me

Do you wanna come over and kill some time?
Tell me facts, tell me facts, tell me facts
Tell me facts
Throw your arms around me
Do you wanna come over and kill some time? [x3]
Throw your arms around me.

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is it just me, a trend or most bloggers tend to at one extent just dont know what to blog about? lack the idea? bored of updating? or just sure enough that no ones gonna read their blog so he/she/we just got fed up updating when no one even gives a flying fuck. oops. sorry for the explicit lingua.

thats just sad huh? knowing that no body cares, but still. yeah. *story of my life* lol

anyways, i just love to write sometimes. as a form of expression. not a hobby definitely, but just what i do when i'm dead bored.

so whats new? whats old? whats goin on?
nothing much really. but very, very, i dunno. ahh can't find the right word now. maybe later i'll find the right word to describe what happened this past few weeks. so bare with me haha

look at me, its 4.12 am, and i can't sleep, still. most trimester breaks i wouldnt even be at home at a time like this. i'd be out, roaming the roads, having fun catching up at mamak stalls, annoying the neighbors with my faithful nightscreamer. i mean its KL guys, u know what i mean. the city of lights, yeah? at a time like this i still hear cars roaming the highway behind my house. but lately i just wanna be home. maybe i'm just tired. of what? i dunno. of what i've been doing all this while maybe. so in return of the tiresome, being home this early still keeps me up.
my heart is tied, at home. heart, home. fishy huh? spooky, i bet even nina wondered what the heck am i doing home this early. well now she knows why hahaha *curses*

i wanna be home. i just wanna be home! it makes me feel safe. it makes me feel warm. it makes me feel cold. it makes me feel happy, or sad, or whatever good, or bad! dear home, please make me feel needed. please make me feel secured of all my insecurities.
please be, not my guest, but my home.

whatever happens here, the good and the bad, the worst and the best, my heart is still tied here.
home sweet, sweet home.

ohh yea the right word i've been lookin for is, beautiful *refer to paragraph 4, second line*

there's no other place i'd rather be than home ;)

cheers march 2011, please be nice.

p/s : i like to keep people wondering. solve this puzzle baby, read between the lines, if u get what i mean :D

One In A Million

song name : One in a million

performed by : Ne-Yo

lyrics :
Jet setter
Go getter
Nothing better
Call me Mr. been there done that
Top model chick to your every day hood rat
Less than all but more than a few
But I've never met one like you

Been all over the world
Done a little bit of everything
Little bit of everywhere
With a little bit of everyone
All the girls I've been with
Things I've seen it takes much to impress
But sure enough you go it makes your soul stand up from all the rest

I can be in love
But I just don't know
Baby one thing is for certain
Whatever you do it's working
All the girls don't matter
In your presence can't do what you do
There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you

Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

You're not a regular girl
You don't give a damn about your look
Talking about I can't do it for you
But you can do it for yourself
Even though that ain't so
Baby cause my dough don't know how to end
But that independent thing I'm with it
All we do is win baby

I could be in love
But I just don't know
Baby one thing is for certain
Whatever you do it's working
All the girls don't matter
In your presence can't do what you do
There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you

Baby you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this
Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

Timing girl
Only one in the world
Just one of a kind
She mine

Ooh all that I can think about is what this thing could be
A future baby
Baby you're one of a kind
That means that you're the only one for me
Only one for me
Baby (girl) you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this
Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

Sit back, chill, and enjoy
have a break, have a kit kat ;)

cheers!

Runaway

song name : Runaway

performed by : Kanye West

lyrics :

And I always find, yeah, I always find somethin' wrong
You been puttin' up wit' my shit just way too long
I'm so gifted at findin' what I don't like the most
So I think it's time for us to have a toast

Let's have a toast for the douchebags,
Let's have a toast for the assholes,
Let's have a toast for the scumbags,
Every one of them that I know
Let's have a toast for the jerkoffs
That'll never take work off
Baby, I got a plan
Run away fast as you can

She find pictures in my email
I sent this bitch a picture of my, dick
I don't know what it is with females
But I'm not too good with that, shit
See, I could have me a good girl
And still be addicted to them hoodrats
And I just blame everything on you
At least you know that's what I'm good at

And I always find
Yeah, I always find
Yeah, I always find somethin' wrong
You been puttin' up with my shit just way too long
I'm so gifted at findin' what I don't like the most
So I think it's time for us to have a toast

Let's have a toast for the douchebags,
Let's have a toast for the assholes,
Let's have a toast for the scumbags,
Every one of them that I know
Let's have a toast for the jerkoffs
That'll never take work off
Baby, I got a plan
Run away fast as you can

Run away from me, baby
Run away
Run away from me, baby
Run away
Doesn't have to get crazy,
Why can't she just run away?
Babe I've got a plan,
Run away as fast as you can
Run away from me, baby
Run away
Run away from me, baby
Run away
Doesn't have to get crazy,
Why can't she just, run away?
Baby I got a plan,
Run away as fast as you can

(Pusha T)

24/7, 365, pussy stays on my mind
I-I-I-I did it, all right, all right, I admit it
Now pick your next move, you could leave or live wit' it
Ichabod Crane with that motherfuckin' top off
Split and go where? Back to wearin' knockoffs, ha ha
Knock it off, Neiman's, shop it off
Let's talk over mai tais, waitress, top it off
Hoes like poachers wanna fly in your Freddy loafers
You can't blame 'em, they ain't never seen Versace sofas
Every bag, every blouse, every bracelet
Comes with a price tag, baby, face it
You should leave if you can't accept the basics
Plenty hoes in the baller-nigga's matrix
Invisibly set, the Rolex is faceless
I'm just young, rich, and tasteless
P!

(Kanye)

Never was much of a romantic
I could never take the intimacy
And I know it did damage
Plus the look in your eyes, is killing me
I guess you knew an advantage
Cuz you can blame me for every thing
And I don't know how imma manage
If one day you just up and leave

And, I always find somethin' wrong
Yeah I always find somethin' wrong
You been puttin' up with my shit just way too long
I'm so gifted at findin' what I don't like the most
So I think it's time for us to have a toast

Let's have a toast for the douchebags,
Let's have a toast for the assholes,
Let's have a toast for the scumbags,
Every one of them that I know
Let's have a toast for the jerkoffs
That'll never take work off
Baby, I got a plan
Run away fast as you can

cheers and enjoy the music ;)
p/s : good luck to fellow MMUians for finals

Fatal

song name : fatal

performed by : originally - laila's lounge
cover - laila

lyrics(original from laila's lounge) :
Larutku, berjisim pada deru bisikmu
Bertakup di kelubungan
Dakaplah kegelisahan jiwa nan dulu
Adalah kegilaanku mencumbuimu

Leraiku, berdikit pada zarah nan buntu
Berpalit di pasunganmu
Hambarlah segala rasa jiwa nan dulu
Adalah keterasingan pada kucupmu

Benarkan ku bersentuh kudusmu,
Benarkan
Telahpun ku lupus dalam abadimu
Dan segala ada berulang liuk di kelopakmu

to be honest, i love the laila's lounge version more than laila. the vox is superb but cant find a good quality of it on youtube.

nevertheless, hope you guys will enjoy this song.

sit back, relax, and enjoy the music baby
cheers!