Throw your arms around me

song name : this modern love

performed by : bloc party

lyrics :
To be lost in the forest
To be cut adrift
You've been trying to reach me
You bought me a book
To be lost in the forest
To be cut adrift
I've been paid
I've been paid

Don't get offended
If I seem absent minded
Just keep telling me facts
And keep making me smile
Don't get offended
If I seem absent minded
I get tongue-tied
Baby, you've got to be more discerning
I've never known what's good for me
Baby, you've got to be more demanding
I will be yours

I'll pay for you anytime

You told me you wanted to eat up my sadness
Well jump on, enjoy, you can gorge away
You told me you wanted to eat up my sadness
Jump right
Baby, you've got to be more discerning
I've never known what's good for me
Baby, you've got to be more demanding
Jump left

What are you holding out for?
What's always in the way?
Why so damn absent-minded?
Why so scared of romance?

This modern love breaks me
This modern love wastes me

Do you wanna come over and kill some time?
Tell me facts, tell me facts, tell me facts
Tell me facts
Throw your arms around me
Do you wanna come over and kill some time? [x3]
Throw your arms around me.

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is it just me, a trend or most bloggers tend to at one extent just dont know what to blog about? lack the idea? bored of updating? or just sure enough that no ones gonna read their blog so he/she/we just got fed up updating when no one even gives a flying fuck. oops. sorry for the explicit lingua.

thats just sad huh? knowing that no body cares, but still. yeah. *story of my life* lol

anyways, i just love to write sometimes. as a form of expression. not a hobby definitely, but just what i do when i'm dead bored.

so whats new? whats old? whats goin on?
nothing much really. but very, very, i dunno. ahh can't find the right word now. maybe later i'll find the right word to describe what happened this past few weeks. so bare with me haha

look at me, its 4.12 am, and i can't sleep, still. most trimester breaks i wouldnt even be at home at a time like this. i'd be out, roaming the roads, having fun catching up at mamak stalls, annoying the neighbors with my faithful nightscreamer. i mean its KL guys, u know what i mean. the city of lights, yeah? at a time like this i still hear cars roaming the highway behind my house. but lately i just wanna be home. maybe i'm just tired. of what? i dunno. of what i've been doing all this while maybe. so in return of the tiresome, being home this early still keeps me up.
my heart is tied, at home. heart, home. fishy huh? spooky, i bet even nina wondered what the heck am i doing home this early. well now she knows why hahaha *curses*

i wanna be home. i just wanna be home! it makes me feel safe. it makes me feel warm. it makes me feel cold. it makes me feel happy, or sad, or whatever good, or bad! dear home, please make me feel needed. please make me feel secured of all my insecurities.
please be, not my guest, but my home.

whatever happens here, the good and the bad, the worst and the best, my heart is still tied here.
home sweet, sweet home.

ohh yea the right word i've been lookin for is, beautiful *refer to paragraph 4, second line*

there's no other place i'd rather be than home ;)

cheers march 2011, please be nice.

p/s : i like to keep people wondering. solve this puzzle baby, read between the lines, if u get what i mean :D